Differing Priorities

PS-ed to the max.
could have been practicing throws instead of waiting for ps-ing text messages.

but had another $10 movie outing with mom.
so glad for that :)

no one better.

Sigh.

Downhill eh?

Having a picnic in my head

Wow time flies eh? Its 4 weeks since I've returned from Exchange..

Had a mini picnic under the stars just last sunday at vivo..
- Ham and cheese sandwiches, sushi, and nutritea/orange juice.

I wanna picnic again!
Having a picnic in my head right now.
Picnic "equipment" (picnic basket, mat, etc..), food/drink menu, place.. all conjured up in my mind..

..with imaginary people.

Maybe i should have one with stuffed toys! Like how little kids in storybooks have make-believe teaparties with their dolls and teddy bears.. except that mine will be a picnic, with real food... and eat up everyone's share. Haha.

Been fantasizing a lot. Especially at night.. I think about many many things yet avoid thinking about many many other things..
and I am still waiting for something to happen. But what I can't conclude!

Messy messy. Anyway, think my current part-time job is helping me with my chinese.
HUA WEN SHUI PA SHUI?!?!

Insomnia?

Definition:
"Insomnia is the inability to obtain an adequate amount or quality of sleep. The difficulty can be in falling asleep, remaining asleep, or both."

Causes:
"Another cause is excessive worrying about whether or not a person will be able to go to sleep, which creates so much anxiety that the individual's bedtime rituals and behavior actually trigger insomnia. The more one worries about falling asleep, the harder it becomes. This is called psychophysiological insomnia."

Haiiiiyahlemak. :(

I'm waiting.

I'm waiting for something.. But I have no idea what.

Like expecting something.. Something else, something more?
I don't know.. hah.

Back to training, other then that.. I don't know what I am doing.
Anw, I think I suck terribly at cutting already.
Thighs aching from lunges-like throwing.

Chocolate overdose.
No more after eights and kitkats and other chocolates.. (that's cos most of them are finished!)

Local delights since I'm back:
Fishball noodles
Fish soup
Yong Tau Fu
Prawn Mee
$1 mint choc chip icecream
Chicken in a Biskit
Apple Jacks (it's american, they don't have this in UK)
Delifrance cinammon crossiant (somehow I like their crossiant best!)

Everyone is so busy and I'm not. As in busy with productive things.. meanwhile I'm busy with ____? and valeelee doesnt seem like she wanna adventure anymore haha.

Spending alot alot of money on donno what either. Food, movies, and misc random buys. Need to get a frame for my disney jigsaw puzzle!

Things to do/want to do:
Dental (Mom's arranging)
Fix camera (that I dropped in France)
Renew phone plan, get new phone (Need to research what camera to get)
Buy frame and glue for jigsaw
Album book for Easter Trip (if possible..)
Train train train, improve improve improve..
Explore North side of Singapore
Get a tuition job = earn some money (and not just keep spending!)

Such an all-over-the-place post.