Monday, August 6, 2012

It's not what you are underneath, but what you do that defines you.

Finally got to borrow Batman Begins from VideoEzy over the weekend.
So the quote is from the movie, haha.

Anyhow, today's my 4th day of work!
I still feel like I started work too late, not knowing so many things which others have already, and also in terms of getting used to working life.
Even though I do have my WHOLE LIFETIME (or at least the next 30 plus plus years) to be working.
Hah.
But I don't feel like I'm working either - it's more like I'm learning!

So many things to learn; but I am not complaining. I actually enjoy learning.. Having things to do; being constructive? Hopefully, I can apply what I am learning well...

It's a conflicting feeling though, I feel overwhelmed that there's so much to learn and know, especially because I need to catch up quite a bit in what everyone else kinda knows already (not comparing to the senior engineers even, but all the other trainees who entered way before me).. and also having to gel all the bits and pieces of information that I am getting from everywhere.

And I still fear not being able to sleep.
Hahaha.

Training tomorrow - will I be able to sleep after that? Will my mind be too active? Will my body be too restless? Will I be too hungry? Will I be too full?

And on another note... this morning... hmm. nevermind. Hahaha.
I wonder why I still blog.