"Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the desert and streams in the wasteland." -Isaiah 43:18-20
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
ih@eme.com
Hello there I am here because I don't feel like studying and I don't want to read up for my FYP anymore it is killing my brain cells faster than they can replicate plus just the thought about how screwed I am for my FYP in terms of how much I know and what I am supposed to do and the people that is involved can drive me to the pits where I feel demoralised hopeless and discouraged one more paper next week before the end of my exams but I doubt it will feel like the end because of FYP and so I am so not looking forward to that I can't believe it's almost the end of the year and it's so frightening isn't it time flies so fast yet everything just seems like yesterday I can't describe exactly how I am feeling but if I could rate my it on a scale of one to ten in an increasing positive emotion I think I am minus one trillion to the power of infinty maybe this blog is better off gone don't you think well I think my past posts has just be senseless and so grey and completely just emo that I believe no one would ever like to read or know because it's just too depressing hahahaha but I realised everyone or almost everyone would go through some sort of depression phase in their lives so I just it's pretty normal and no one can do anything about it and it's nothing worth looking into I guess who knows I may just wake up one day and realised what a joke I was and everything will be back it used to be especially with regards to my crazy emotions and attitudes and behaviour even maybe because I know my words cut people oh how evil I am so if I rate myself again on another scale of one to ten with ten being the most evil then I think I am ten to the power of infinity times infinity wow I so hate me but anyhow I am stopping this punctuationless post now because I really need to go to the toilet and pee so this is a good bye and I will finally end off with a fullstop.
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)