I'm eating AND growing, I really am.

In less than a week's time, I'll be in an A380 on the way to London.

And I've been eating like crazy.. no joke.
Gobbling up loaves of bread, finishing up the whole tin of love letters, having suppers after suppers after suppers, snacking on chocolates and sweets... Eating up the whole Singapore..

I need someone who can watch me and FORCE me to stop, because I know I am actually overeating (Evidence: I'll be so full that I can feel the food coming up my throat, and my stomach's as taut/stretched as a pregnant lady).
And when I complain about myself, people tell me that I can afford it, or I am still so thin.. But the point is not that I am fat, it's that I'm getting fatter at too fast a pace and it's very bad! Sigh.

Anyhow, on another note, I'm actually a little scared being in London "alone" for 4 days before going to Nottingham. Not that I won't have my SEP buddy with me, or that there will be people that I know of who will be in London, but it's just that, I'll still have to make decisions for myself and look after myself. And I am afraid I don't look after myself the way I should be.. What if I make a mistake that is costly?
Hah.. No, I'm not paranoid.
I think.
Oh well.


They all say it's going to be a "good break" for me.. Will it be?